*pissed people.*

heyy.

kay. lets rewind. hoho.

thursday was freaking exhausting.

woke up limping, so dint turn up for morning run. urgh* timetable was great, fully lectures. so had dee thruout, her presence is reassuring. i luv her so. =)

had some disappointing confirmations, which was already anticipated. speechless, disheartened, most entirely undeniable. but depressed, im definitely incapable of. i feel sorry for you though. hmms.

for once, i seriously did fell asleep in sch. even if it was merely 10mins. but mind you, it wasnt in class.! nyaah.

ouwhs.! hee.! beloved maria tapped by at 9+.! superrr pleasant surprise.! =)) gosh* how much i miss tt woman.!
PS: she just turned 17 on monday. Happy Birthday Maria.!!

friday was even more freaking exhausting. but i love fridays, eh.?

major health breakdown. dee was under observation at tantockseng tt night. hearing her totally freaked me out. but glad she's better now, alhamdulillah. plus, she dint haf to sit for chem AND econs test.! boo. nyahaa.

had lotsa frens arnd me thruout the day, but somehow i felt so super lonely pls. the problem wen u get too attached with someone. right now, i cant imagine life without her. ahah.

interhse frisbee in the morning, ouchhh* okay, so i had to slide for tt freaking frisbee despite my bandaged knee. least it was a score. so yays.! 1-0, yes it was tt close. a painstaking effort made worthwhile. well done taurus.! =)

yada yadaa. oral presentation assessment, tink i beat the mrt. hah.! econs test was relaxed. trg was. hmms. kay, watever happened shant leave the court ey.?

im very much thankful that i have nini n nene wen it comes to fb-related issues. much appreciated indeed. =)

this evening. PTM. u noe, where parents and teachers meet.? yeah. except tt my siblings came down too. budak2 jakon. nyahaa.!

went well actually. my CT was super comforting. supportive, especially wen my dad starts being all sceptical abt fb again. hee.! and i've learnt to be truly appreciative of him now. =)

wen dad began dominating the conver and sounding all tensed abt my results [which, he's not, ahah.!] MrP was, "she's very hardworking, puts in effort in all her work. hands in assignment promptly, yada yadaaa."
PS: i still owe him my mlg assigngments, the one due before the june break.? yeah. i feel bad now. =(

and okay, so maybe that was uncalled for. in fact, i cant find any exact reason for that sudden burst of emotions. but well, you noe me. hee.

overall. im glad my parents made it for PTM this time round. =)) somehow, i reali wanted dem to come. nyaah. the last time was, sec 1 pls.! nyahahaa.

n ouwh.! just heard news from aye. major shock, not the news, but the way she reacted to it. hah. sheesh. im utterly pissed at whoever's concerned too. wth pls.

ur presence have always been trouble for us aint it.? sometimes, i wish you'd just back off from my gerls and get lost. as for you, wen will u stop being so naive.?! get a grip of ur own life please.! bleargh, to both.!

okay. i've had enuf for today. FYI. its 3.25am now. yes, i took that long to complete this update. nyahaa.! now. i have lotsa sch work pending. but tt can wait till tmr. *hah.*


*definitely aint my loss, nt a single bit.
..and so you eventually quit.
wad more can i say.? but Taa.! =))

*a distraction finally eliminated.
euphoric i am, more than expected. hee.*

*this wound will heal,
it just needs time. and extra care.!
ouwhh, the ugly scar, i cant bare.~*

woahh, dey rhyme, were freakingly on impulse.! nyahahaa. cuckoo. aights. TC pple. =)


*for hating you, i blame myself...
now be gone, please.*

* finally fell.! hah.! *

ahhhhh.

i have so much stuffs pending to be posted. so soo much.

i hate this not-enough-time feeling please. and right now, i honestly dun have much. time and again.~ urgh.

been sleeping +/-4hrs off late. was not an option of mine okay. just like how lessons haven been dragged to 6+pm nowadays. tmr's worst, chem till 7(confirm plus2)pm.! heh. to make tings worst, been having to wake up awfully earli too. inter-house games.

but we won.! least the effort got paid off. *clap* BULL.! nyaah. another one tis friday, let history repeats itself please.? hee.

fb board is done. maybe not entirely, but still. nice nice. hah. credits to yuni, dee, fadh, n mich.! hee =) dey'll be my board committee. ahah.! n yays. exco's formed. glad. =))

ouwh btw. trg today was awesome. as in, turned out well despite having no coach. and of cos, thz to kenneth n ifan. =)

and yeah. i FINALLY scrape my knee super badly during match, that i dread having shower. but please lah eh, i still did.! nyahahaa. but wat used to take 20 mins, now takes 30+. HAH. tsk tsk.

okay, nvm. ahah. i love falling, and getting up after that. just NOT in the futsal court. it so rough, my pants tore. AND it hurts ouwh-so-badly. i shall stay strong.! ahah. want the hall pleaseee.? hee. x)

eyy, blearghhh. i have so much to type.! but my body's dying on me.! i noe its onli 10.30, but im in desperate need of sleep.! urgh.* yes yes, morning run tmr.! hee. still contemplating though.

like, is it possible to run without bending ur knees.? cos rite now, i feel like a living mummy. ouwhhh stiffness. nyaah.


"dee, is she always this smiley.?? haha."
eh.? not entire true wad. ouwh.
its the aftermath of a 3hr cramped face lah. hah.

my mood dun control the situation.
the situation determines my mood.
so wen its time to be serious, be serious pls.


...otherwise, im on All SmiLes.! hee. =))

*perceive these scents.*

ahah.

im suppose to do a reflection of fb for the past 7 mths ey.? but pardon me. time constrains, reali. so here's a short one.

been gift wrapping.! thz to dee who'd nvr nvr do tt share. nyaahs. if its already bad, wait till august.! i just realized how manyyy aug baby darlings i noe of. gosh*

i figured since i wun have time for all these nxt yr, i shall be more den please to gift wrap now.! so to those who got anything from me tis yr, cherish it.! dere's no next time.! nyahahaa.

ouwhs. fyi. i got home dizzy wif dozens of diff scents yesty. again, thz to dee.! for spraying testers all over me, just cos we dint see the tester strips. ahhh.! craziness. so yeah, go figure ey. nyaahs.

yeah.! dere's some kind of parliamentary session tmr.! god noes wad* somehow. sounds exciting, dun u tink so.? ahah.! i'll tell u how it goes.

take care pple. =)

waiiit.! to dearest Nabila Huda. Happy 17th Birthday darling.!! hee.! and i bet u LOVE the box.! *shhh!* nyahahaa.


*the call, an unsettled verdict.
switches, anticipate it.*

* are you game enough.? *

euphorically uncertain.? hah.

i have so much to say. but im just so dead tired. details may be up in the weekends. but in case it doesnt. well muni, here's a moment to mark in ur calender, as reminded by coach.

On wednesday, the 12th of July 2006 at Woodlands Centre Foodcourt, during a JC1 Gerls FB Team Dinner treat by Coach Faizal, a certified personel declared me deceased at exactly 06.38pm. Cause of death.? added responsibilities. uhhuh.~! x)

nyahahaa.! muni, ur capable of such lame craps, i wonder how u're to carry out such duties. eheh. ouwh yes, we've got a gorgeous vcapt, so no worries.! hee.! im just so glad its her, realiii.! working wif ayuni has always been blissful, so WEEHEE.! =))

kay gerl, stop talking to urself. this blog entry is meant for others to read, not what's streaming in ur messed up mind. nyahahaa.~ aights.

and ouwh.! i need somebody to teach me how to react whenever pple dun call me by my name nowadays. especially pple like DEE DEE ELFEEZA. or NUR SHAFINAZ SELAMAT. or NUR SOFIA JASMANI.! nyahahaa. not helping please.! psycho paths betul. ahah.!

ouwh well. i'll learn how to grow numb to it soon, as always. hee. =)

resistant to changes. im missing the thoughts of having seniors in fb ready.~ boo. i've nvr knew of such team spirits, and there dey were.! the loveliest bunch ever.! now learn to move on, gerl.

my wholesome gratitudes to dearest kasim, germaine, yvonne, jingxuan, nisha, szeki and xueling for the guidance given thus far. yes, i'll walk down memory lane in my next entry. hmphs. and yesty was awesome.! hee.

how depressing. nonetheless. gerls, i'll work hard to do the fullest of my capabilities for the team, promise.! Its not the captains that makes a team, but everyone else in it. Lets not let each other down ey. hee. =)


*a mind block. and half shut eyes.*

*stay, please.*

i have SO MUCH to blog about.

but i simply cant find the time. i've yet to even complete my tutorials.! urgh.*

and right now, i simply dun haf the mood to blog. im just here so as to inform u worried pple tat im still alive, though half-dead. hee. =)

win. draw. lose. 1-on-1 penalty. sudden death.
for a new team, and first timers in Adivs, we've seen it all ey.! and that's definitely worthy memories to cherish our whole entire lifetime. so gerls, stop fretting. time will heal. cheers.! =)

and for once. i saw ur other side.

the enthusiasm was short-lived. it ended ouwh too soon. god, whyyy.?! we wanted the semis so badly, it hurts. i cant even look, cried my heart out as soon as i heard cheers frm the other side. it was just so near. too near, yet so far.

simply just too far.

i've grown attached to my darling J2s, i dun want them to leave. but i noe, i shant be selfish. god please help us all thru. make their sacrifices worthwhile.

i love my rolemodels. every single one of them.

the time is coming. and im just so afraid. uncertain. unprepared. we still need yall.
i've dread this moment for a long time, and its scaring me more den the matches itself. how will we survive.? i haf no idea, but one thing's certain. we'll work hard, or i'll personally kill you myself.

its the passion for fb, try to understand tat.

deviation needed ASAP. focus is on academics, for now. i'm not gonna screw up my mid-course. no noo. gerl pls, dun just say and do nothing about it. eliminate all ur distractions, u simply arent capable.

its down to only two.
Studies. and Floorball.

u're being too emo. stop it now. be strong.!
hee. =)

* break the curse, please. *

ouwhhh my goddd.!

im so filled with fatigue. i hate myself.

was all hype a moment ago. and sudd. bleargh.! i have this major issue at hand, and i dun care, i have to fix it. make things right, NOW. muni, u're reali sucha troublemaker.

some things dun seem to be falling in place. i have a bad baddd feeling abt it. but i ought to shut up now.

it'll make things worst, than what it already is. damn.

ya allah, tolong lah kami.


* things that i was sure of,
they have filled me up with doubts. *


energy conservation.? FAILED. im dead beat pls.
GIMME A SNEAKERs BAR.
or rather. SLEEP. heh.

* Wee.! *

EUPHORIC is the word for today.

i so love my life. hee. =)

kay fine. so bumps here n dere. but still. tat's life. inevitable ey.? yeahs. nyahahaa.

again, i would like to reinforce. that the word for today isss...

EUPHORIC.!!! nyahahaa.

my bed's calling. ought to conserve my energy. THE day is cuming. where we shall fight, and soar above the rest.! WOO.! x)

kay, too much tv lah gerl, go sleep please. insanity. tsk tsk.

nyahahaa. ALL SMILES.! =)

* freakazoid.! *

OMG.!

i cant believe this.

the browser hanged, and all of what i typed, is GONE. poof.! just like that. sheesh.!

okay. freeze. i shall not get pissed. i've had enuf of feeling pissed at myself for today. but DARN. totally freakazoic pls.! waste of effort.! bleargh.

maybe its just fate. tt yall dunno wat im tinking. or wat i did wrong tis week.! AHAH.!

forget it, im soo not wasting time re-typing.! boo.

well niways. overall. its a duo of a mentally n physically draining week. im simply glad the week is cuming to an end. and i haf every reason to look forward to the nxt.! ouwh how time flies.~

take care people.! All SmiLes. hee. =)


* i noe i totally screwed up, big time.
and im utterly sorry, for all that's worth. *


my darling gerls. rmb. intentions, not words.!
dun concentrate on the problems, but on the solutions.! hee. =)

let's prove we're worthy of the hall, and earn ourselves a proper trg grd. a reason for fighting.!! nyahahaa.!


AJA AJA.! IJ woosh.!

* ouwhhh too soon. *

starting from this min, i'll be on a week hiatus. HAH.

to all year one JC/MI students, especially my darling frens, sitting for the Summer Tests or Mid Years or Whatever-you-call-it..
and to all year two Innovians, especially my beloved fbmates, sitting for the Prelims..

All The very Best.! hee. =)

if u've studied hard, im sure all ur efforts will be worthwhile.
and if u havent, den haf faith and hope that somehow, u'll pull it through just fine.

bottom line, whatever happens, All SmiLes.! =)

aights. what needs to be done, is done. from now henceforth, all you can do is. pray hard.! god bless us all. hee.

ya Allah, janganlah membiarkanku menghampakan orang2 sekelilingku. tolonggg lah aku. amin.

did i sound too desperate.? well, i am. nyahahaa. TC pple.!

ouwh, i just realized. this is the most colourful entry i've ever had. like, *ErPs*.! how grotesquely childish.~ nyahahaa. x)


* nicotinamide adenine dinucleotide phosphate.
i love this term. sounds like u're cursing someone,
but in an intellectual way. HAH.! *


i need a shower before turning in for the night.
ouwh wait.! its already morning.?! ishhh.! ahahaa.

* victory is sweet. *

hyperventilated.! phew.!

a date to mark on my calender.! my veryyy first friendly match. and IJC's veryyy first match victory.! woo.! nyahahaa.

EUPHORIC is my new fav word. nyaah.

come on, admit it.! everyone was having doubts. but we pulled it thru, with our team's awesome fighting spirit.! darn, i love my fbmates, and we're so gorgeous.! nyahahaa.!

*okay, pardon me, im being insane. side effects of hyperventilating. HAH.*

ey. the court is HUGE. the floor is SMOOTH. the ball was FAST. and the 40+ players were intimidating. its nothing like our trg conditions in the futsal court.

plus, our lines were sudd changed to 5-aside, so formations' all gone. and we were losing 3-5 by round2.

was nerve-whrecking kay.! try to understand my enthusiasm pls. mwahaa.!

ended off with a 5-6 win, wholesome credits to nisha, germ, and kasim. dey sure lived up to expectations.! hee.

lunched at LJS after that. almost the whole team together. nicey.~ train ride back was entertaining.! *ehems* nyahahaa.

overall, perfect half-day spent wif dearest fbmates. hee. =)

come, let history repeats itself, next weekend.! nyaah. partly also cause, summers will end by den.! so darn looking forward to it.~ ahahaa.

aights. i ought to dive back into my pool of math notes. mum's nagging already, for not helping with her housework. and dad's not of much help, instigating it further, as usual. eheh.

notice how some things just never change, no matter how tired you are of it.?

and right now. god ******, im tired lah, please.!

but hey, dey're nt tt bad. in fact, i love dem a hell lot. mood swings.

i dun like 12th storeys anymore. i should get myself a life insurance, and hope everyday that i get knock down by a truck. that way, both parties have got something to be happy about.! ey.? eheh. saddistic idiot.~

okay, im not for real, seriously. nyahahaa.


* the best things come
when u least expect them to.
so dun bother trying so hard. HAH. *


go. and. MUG.
i prefer cups leh.? eheh.

*gift a name.*

its 3.56am.!

half time for Brazil vs. Japan. nice game by far. darn, their passings are woahs.! niways, realize how funny those pple's names are.? Kaka, Maki, Kaka ahahaa.

niways. im still lagging behind for the summers. and im not doing much abt it. tsk tsk. ouwh well. nyaahs.

weds. johor trip to celebrate mum's bday got canceled thanks to England Vs. Sweden match at 3am. on impulse, decided to head for trgs instead.! by den, slept at 6am, woke up at 7.30am. sheesh.

will tt explains my off-form-ness.? ahah.

no regrets for gg trg though. got my line. and im euphoric. why.? go figure. nyahahaa.

headed to NP after trg, got Mbeloved mum's cake. loss some calories, gain hundreds more. ahah.! whole thingy wasnt as grand as i hoped to make it. simply out of idea.~ yet all memories were worthwhile. nyaahs.

so yes. Happy Birthday Mum.! heaps of never-depleting-eternal love.! hee. =)

thurs.? ter-slept while mugging at 3+, alarmed by dear hp for sahur, and returned to lalaland at 6+am. guess what time i woke up. not telling.! nyahahaa. tsk tsk.

and so here i am. hee. well FYI, its already 5.14am, and the match's over. im always writing bits n pieces, here n dere, so tt explains why my entries are usually relatively long. nyaahs.

ouwh well. as expected, Brazil won. 4-1, muchly thz to the classic Ronaldo. sheesh, i still cant get over their superb passings. simply awesome. a deserving victory on Brazil's behalf.

darn. im watching almost every other 3am matches this wk. to think that i used to wonder why/how pple can actually get stucked to the screen, eyeing the ball for an hour or so. dere's actually quite some takeaways frm it, i guess. ahah.! *crapping.*

and yeah. to also think that 4 weeks went by, just like that. i've yet to even miss innova.! den again, how could i.? nyahahaa.


* am i that predictable.? or perhaps,
you're simply getting good.
anticipate my next, decipher me. *


to resume muggings, OR answer my bed.?
im decisive, for once. caffeine's bad so,
go sleep.! hee. MORNINGS now.! =)

* my spaniards.! *

we won. we won. we won.

time and again. hee. =)

though im not entirely satisfied with the match. Spain dint play that well. dey had their heads too high up. and the referee was abit off, giving excessive petty yellow cards.

Tunisia was good. they fought well. all the anger and rage, ouwhhh such passion.~ nyaahs. keep it burning pple.! =)

and why must Torres be the ones scoring the goals.? darn, i hate him on field. simply ruthless. or maybe its just cause he's young. overly ambitious. provocative. uberly idiotic. bleargh. still, credits to him for the 2 goals ey.

he's currently WC's top scorer, but he cant even shoot a with a decend angle. was really tyco. seriously. nyahahaa. x)

Raul on the other hand, was sucha gentleman. even when he scored the equalizer. gorgeous, simply gorgeous. *awws.* my old, olddd all-time-fav player. awesomely perfect. hee. =)

and my darling, of cos. the first goal was almost nicely saved. u're already forgiven. there's just so much you can do, its reali fate. nyahahaa.! *insane.* my Iker Casillas, dearest goalie-cum-captain, way to go.! woots.!

nyahahaa. aights. im off to sahur. hee. =)

well done dear Spaniards. fight.! ahahaa.

* awed.! *

im happy.!
yes, nothing new about that rite.? ahahaa.

slept over at my grands. gorgeous weekend well spent. hee. n yays.! for once, we got the room.! managed to kick my abg out. woo.! *evil laugh* my darling sis, n me of cos. ahah.!

darling cousins came over too. in the earliii morning. hoho. yeahs, my lovely ones. nice niceee.

yada yadaaa. home sweet home.!

i have a confession. im 5kg heavier.! i tink, but hope not. nyahahaa. food galore.! they cook good food. hee. x)

ouwhs. dad/abg did something to the tv, thz to atok. and now. its bustling with all sorts of weirdness. splendid weirdness, that is. fever, fever.! woo.! nyahahaa.

since i've wasted my day with no muggings. so why not enjoy the rest of the night, ey.? ahah.

i have a date wif my spaniards later. yes, the whole team.! hee. =)


* wishful thinkings on my behalf,
but ouwhhh, let me be. nyaahs. *


save those shots, gorgeous goalie.!
I LOVE YOUuuu.! ahahahaa. x)

* drowning. no, drownED.! *

nyahahaa.

im wasting time again. ey, i deserve a break too kay. nyaahs.

had some sort of bonding earlier on. i miss having those long discussions wif my parents. ahah.

dey had dvd marathon again today. how i wished i cud haf joined. but simply cant. on a brighter note. im fully done wif photosynthesis.! nyaahs. wad an accomplishment.~

ouwh.! i've got another late night online companion now. not for mugging though. for insightful n hilarious hot stuffs. who would haf thought, my dearest V.capt.! wait waiiit. i need to highlight her name. GERMAINE. mwahahaa.! x)
i cant believe i let her make me laugh so hard. she soo deserve a whack from my fb stick. AHAH. bestest vcapt ever.!

n yes. my mum's sooo gonna kill me.! she cooks heavenly delights.! i'll die due to excessive eating.! apple strudel, super gorgeous.!

dey say an apple a day keeps the doctor away. ouwhs, im onli making myself feel better. nyahahaa. =)

aights. off to bed now. hafta get up relatively early to get some last minute presents tmr. wad a confession.! nyaahs.

to my darlinggg dad. Happy Father's Day.! u noe i luv you, forever and ever more.! hee. =)

as much as i hate muggings and all. i cant deny, i luv this phase of my life. free from all the responsibilities associated wif adulthood, yet not TAT immature. nyaahs.

i have absolutely no regrets for putting INNOVA JC in that first choice box.

i love my life, and all that's part of it.! hee. =)

* im sticking to my principles.
wait, or be gone. nyahahaa. *

now again. go sleep lah gerl. HAH.

* caffeine to my rescue.! *

ouwhs.

i forgot what i wanted to blog about. nyahaha. hmms. *tinkkk.*

kay, i've got nothing, reali. im onli updating cos its the norm for a friday night. nyaahs. gila.

the time on my comp says its 6.47am. yeahs.! havent slept the whole night. least i have an online companion to keep me going, darling syahida.! hee.
woo.! done wif chem mlgs.! finally.! HAH.

been having late night muggings. and today's not an exception. sya said hers is causing an outbreak. and i realized, ouwh yeahh. me too.! apparently, i havent been kind to my body. nyaahs.

but not to worry.! im very much aware of the importance of my health. hee.
though i havent been running much. sheesh. can already feel the stamina in me deteriorating, being despicably stripped off.! not to mention all the fats accumulating.! ahah, crap. x)
niways. lymph nodes arent swollen nimore. well done muni's immune system.! nyaahs.

what a way to put it. lymph nodes.? bleargh, excessive bio. ahah.

i'd like to tink of it as a punishment for myself. week 3 is coming to an end, and i've barely completed a quarter of my revisions for summer test. procrastinating time and again. darn, when will i ever learn my lesson.?

there's consultation periods nxt wk in sch. i noe i need help, but i do not noe what i'd be needing help for. why.? cos i dunno what i dunno. urgh* im starting to get piss at myself again. purely dumb of me, so wads new.? eheh.

mjc's gg thru their syllabus wayy ahead of us. all the more dumb i feel.! ahah. i told sya earlier on..
at times, i wonder why i actually take up bio when jumping off the 12th floor wud be a much blissful method of suicide.~

n at this present moment. i wonder why recently i've been getting this affection for the 12th floor. appaling aint it.? nyahahaa. niways, im jk.~

now to all my witty idiots [eg. maria, aye, etc..] itching to tag "Depression can be cured", bleargh.! nyahahaa. im happy, and i luv my life okay. ahah.

maybe im just in desperate need of sleep. yeah, that's definitely the reason. hmms. i wonder. jumping off the 12th floor in my dreams cant hurt now, can it.? nyahahaa.

ouwh sheesh, im sounding saddistic again.! tsk tsk. x)


* there's nothing you can say to me,
to make me feel alive again.
cos now im dead beat.! nyahahaa.*


kay. go sleep. go sleep. go sleep, now.!
MORNINGS YALL.! hee. =)

*my spaniards.!*

darn it.

i do not have the luxury of time to go gaga over the World Cup, so i most definitely wun bother spending hours to watch some insignificant guys kick balls.

but the most anticipated match ever, for me at least, and i just had to miss it. WHY.? because they had to watch some crap, and the other tv's dead. simply perfect.

i too, do not need that look from you.

i was so blardy pissed, please.
so pissed. urgh.*

the word 'compromise' is alien here.

stressed out.? exhausted.? and so.?
u're still expected to smile, even if u feel like jumping off the 12th floor.
was blissful den, a facade i can put up everyday, effortlessly conforming.
that's when life's all easy.
but JC is all about being stressed out.
all about being exhausted.

so ur way out.? avoid.
precisely why i'd rather just cage myself in this room.
i dun haf to fake a smile.
i'll come out wen im naturally on ALL SMILES.
pathetic, yes i noe. well wat can i say.

and no noo. drained all the time.?
FB's definitely NOT the primary cause.
its the massive workload, u noe. the intellectual craps that practically squeeze every drop of ur brain juices leaving nothing to nourish it but oxygen from the external environment.? yes.
and FB is the answer to my oxygen-deprived-brain.!

sick. was suppose to be home resting.
but no. i killed myself by gg for trg.
yet somehow, i feel wayyy better now.

you see. i luv floorball.
i dun want it, i need it. hee. =)

okay. i've gone farrr off track. my only intention of blogging now is to note down how pissed i am. but look where i've blabbered to. sheesh.

kay. whatever it is. darling sources have updated me. my beloved goalie-cum-captain led SPAIN to 4-0 victory. yes, im euphoric.! (a word i learnt frm dear yvonne. hah.!)

i still hate myself for missing the match though. urgh.*

do not read the next para. im being paranoid by fixing a timeframe for tmr's activity. its full of prayers (sheer joy.) and muggings (erPs.). though im not exactly a scheduled kind of person. ouwh well.

i shall now mug for bio till 5am. den i'll haf my sahur and do my prayers and get half a day worth of rest, starting from 6am. i shall wake up at 1pm, indulge in a long shower, do my prayers, and resume wif chem at 2pm. break in between is a norm, but depriving myself frm food ought to help. i shall end the session at 6.30pm, do my prayers, prepare my food, and break my fast at around 7+pm. followed by my prayers again, den i'll waste some time relaxing. and eventually lay my hands on this comp at 8.30pm.! i shall complete my Chem MLG assignments. den i'll pray for the last time tmr, before i head for bed at a time i've yet to decide. hee. =)

i foresee my weekends being burnt for family-related-activities. thus logically.
i haf ONE WEEK for revisions.
forget it lah muni, u're dead hopeless.

woi. haf faith. every single effort counts. hee.

now. go study. go study. go study. haiz.~

* u're sick, please. *

i realized.

my entries are predominantly LONG. i prolly lost all my reader's attention by the 4th paragraph, ey.? *woo.!* nyaahs.

a handful of darlings haf also pointed out. i chat online as if im writing an essay. and i totally agree. hah.

tried pressing 'ENTER' after every sentence, but was in vain. i tend to haf chunky paragraphs, wif proper punctuations and spelling. well, that's the perfectionist side of me, i guess. hee. =)
plus. constantly having to scroll up the conver box is cumbersome.! rite.?? nyahahaa.

niways. i'll try updating slightly often. thus, shorter entries.? hah. tat wud also mean giving yall vague and hanging sentences.! *i've yet to master this skill. yuni's definitely an expert at this. ahah.!*

nonetheless, i shall keep reminding myself. the sole reason i started tis blog approximately 2 years ago, was to improve my english. *woi.! dun laugh uh.!* nyahahaa.

in fact. i was paranoid tat i may be asked to repeat sec3 for the only time i failed my Eng CommonTest1.! *woi.! dun laugh again.!* ahaha. eventually got my ONE, but who cares. still got a constipated C5 for O's rite.? ahhh.~

uncertain how long i'll sustain this, but.! lets put my philosophical-ness in action.! decipher me.! mwahaa. x)

before i absent myself frm this bloggin world for a week or so.
you ought to noe.
i've got puffy eyebags.
irksomely bruised/swollen finger.
a hankie soiled wif hingus.
along wif exhausted lungs frm constant blowing.
nt to mention almost struggling for oxygen.
throat hurts, i sound like a rocker-wannabe.
a fan at full blast is directed right into my face.
so high temp.? no noo, least nt yet.
but my head's definitely banging inside out.

influenza strikes, finally. immune system down.
perfect timing.? NO. i planned to mug tis week. boo.

on a brighter note.
its the june break.!
NOT in the midst of Summer Test.
saw it cuming, its now or later.

so gerl, cheer up now. ur bed's waiting.
ALL SMILES. =)

can i snip my hair off.?
"NO.!! sayanggg.~!"
okayy, i agree too. ahaha. x)

* make a wish, blow ur fallen eyelash.
but hey. only God answers u.
time and again. hee. *

go sleep. go sleep. go sleep.! urgh*

* end of week TWO. *

dear beloved readers,

as promised, here's the gists of my days in week two of the break. its not called a holiday for us, rmb.? so it figures. ahah.

ey, dun read on lah. its boring, reali. go tag sumting nonsensical, and click on the red box in the top right hand corner of this page marked wif 'X'. nyahahaa.

monday.? pw meeting in sch. fb trg. cwpt wif dee. home.! hee.

tuesday.? whole block's electric supply got cut, hdb maintainance thingy. off to civics wdld library wif my adeks. falling in luv wif bio texts in the library.! totally nerdified. ahah.

wednesday.? gorgeous morning. =) innova jc. whole day of revisions, chemistry camp he claimed. surprised tt i survived. even please to be 95% attentive thruout the 6hours. hah.! was reassuring. ouwhs, lunched at vp banquet wif ila n sofi.

thursday.? day break frm sch-related stuffs. out wif family. trip to changi airport. bye(ed) relatives off to australia. ooh. i luv tt lil nephew of mine. utterly adorable please.! hee.

friday.? well yeah, full updates in previous entry. hoho.

saturday.? home sweet home. movies marathon.! nyaahs. got restless after the 2nd. so here i am.! dey're still marathon-ing though. superb stamina ey.? ahah. x)

sunday.? tmr.? hmms. im nt sure. prolly out again, wif dear family. hee. OR. destressing from the thoughts of another monday, a promise to an upcoming hectic week. haiz.~

hope it rains again.! luv the naturally chill air. drawing my pink curtains. blasting emo songs. tucking under my comfy blankets. embraced by the cold evening atmosphere. and daydream. *ehems.* ouwhhh, heavenly.! nyahahaa. yes, maybe tmr. hmms.


* life's like this.
so let it be. *

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* My Taggies Replies.! *

hee.! the best part about blogging.! knowing tt pple actually bother to visit, regardless the purpose. anddd. replying to their proves of visit, TAGS.! nyahahaa. thz yall, alot. hee. =)

kay, here goes.!

*alacritwee*
hoho.! scott is hot.! ahah.!. yeahhh, mjc super rich wad. action sey.! nyahaa. niways.! eyy, i vaguely rmb xps gg to the movies as a sch. did such incident ever happen, or am i imagining stuffs.?? ahah.! x)

*diana*
woiii. wads wif u n my blogskin.?? i happen to luv it kay.! though true. its up since april'05.! longest lasting one thus far.! nyahahaa. laterrr pls. i cant find the time to be working wif frigging html codes for now. hee.! x)

*Quintis*
some time.? more like eons ago.! ahah. n eyy, in tt case. i'd be tinking of u thruout tis week.! iyerrr. wad a motivation.! nyahaa. still, thz gerl.! tc too kay. hee. =)

*lingzy`*
nyaahs. yeahhh, right on.! but tt compartment's been abandoned for quite some time ey.? *credits to my lazy bum* ahah.! u're 9th runner up.! woo.! erms, xueling rite.? hah. thz ey.!

*tep*
huh.? seriously, i dunno wad u're talking about. nyahahaa. wad coordinates.? it cud be anything under the sky.! aiyohh. hah. nvm. thz for visiting.!

*diana* again.
nyahahaa. yes gerl, i've updated. where's ur patience.?? sheesh, dint aiss teach u such values.? kay nvm, i forgot the sch's motto is 'integrity and compassion'. ahah.! tc you.

*mard*
ouwh realiii.? ahah. those were the 'hiatus' days. prolly too busy mugging. *yeahhh rite.~* nyahahaa. thz for the visit. glad to hear frm u too, and keep bumping into u unexpectedly.! how kind of fate. hee. =)

dere you go.! sori to haf taken so long to reply. TC yall, and thanks again.! All Smiles.! =)


* The End.! *

*hyperventilated. hoho.!*

ouchyyy.

i've got blisters on my feet, AND hands. thz to soggy shoes and grippy fbstick. still, you noe how much i luv the rain.! hee. =)

today was simply fantabulous. den again, you ought to noe how much i luv fridays too, rite.? nyahahaa.

so yeah. Friday. Rain. FB Trg. Out wif darling TJJTs. Long train rides. Innova. Home. and my beloved computer. All the fundamentals that makes MY perfect day. hee.!

notice how the term called 'revisions' dint appear in tt list.? ohh.! x)

woke up at 7 when fb trg starts at 11. yet, was still late.! nyahahaa. go figure.

its so tempting to blog abt fb trg, since im so deeply in luv wif it. ahah.! but well. watever happened shant leave the court yeah.? *zips*.
PS: somehow, i learn more frm dear Captain compared to *ehems*. self-trg is wayyy prefered pls. eheh.

spent almost an hour in the lavatory [sounds nicer rite.? ahah.!] wif dee, trying to kill time. primarily cos dearrr Ayer had class till 3, while fb ended at 2. was superrr famished tt we resorted to eating ChipsMore in the toilet.! mwahaa. gila.

eventually, met up wif the other half of TeenageJumpingJambuTurtles [ask ZAHIRAH wads wif our clique's name. AHAH.!] at yishun MRT. gosh* the pillar incident was ridiculously hilarious. ouwhhh my gerls. =)

train trip to and fro was filled wif laughters. yes, i luv the mrt, no matter how sardine-packed it may be. compared to busses, at least. hee. and gosh* for once, i dint hessitate to sit.! must be the fatigue after walking almost aimlessly for abt 4hrs, yeah.? ahah.

orchard mrt.! bumped into Ayer's dad.! HOHO.! cruised every level of Far East Shopping Centre in search of FB's store. ahh.! was excited just by the mere sight of the shop.! jakon, i couldnt agree further. ahah.! yada yadaaa. decided on a red ball. nice pls.! all 3 of us. nyahahaa.

ey. did u noe dere's a diff btwn a trg ball n a precision ball.? gosh* paisey.! darn obvious we're a bunch of enthu amateurs.! nyaahs.! *ahh, panas.* ahah.!

walk2. reached Far East Plaza. still hadnt eaten lunch.! utterly hungry, AND indecisive.! nyaahs. eventually. i walked into KFC, n dey trailed. finally.! nyahahaa. forced to multi-tasked; eat and talk and laugh. ahah.! Maria, n her lack-of-physical-coordination aka clumsiness cracks me totally. some things just nvr change.! nyahahaa.

watever preceded was a norm. you noe, those activities we reptiles [are turtles reptiles.? soriii, i must haf haf skipped tt ques during my Pri4 Streaming Sci papers. HAH.] refer to as 'window shopping'.? yeahhh. lotsa crapping done along the way uh.

dennn. left fareast to realize, we've yet to snap any pics.! hoho.! so yeah. entered the nearest fancy-looking-complex and captured the beauty of life.? ahah.! [ishh, i dun like the term camwhored. sounds bitchy. so lets refrain from using it. nyaahs.] when mrepekness overcomes turtles.~ yerps. credits to maria's trustworthy camera.!

back to orchard mrt. woahh.! talk about fate. bumped into zahirah's dad again.! nyahahaa. so yeah. thanks to him, and the ever-shiny-glasses, we got our group pics.! hee. =)

yada yadaaa. got home.! around 9pm.? yeahhhs. been quite awhile since i last got home wayy past marghrib alone. kay, not entirely, since ayer live just across the road. hah.! still, you get my drift lah eh. nyaahs.

all in all. as stated, was a simply fantabulous friday.! hee. this wun be the last of TJJTs, i promise. but haf i ever mentioned.? i never quite fancy town areas, and i still dun. somewhere wif lesser gejala sosial next time can.? nyahahaa.

and i tend to forget i'm already 16-cuming-17. the word independent still aint in my personality dictionary. nyaahs. i've yet to favour the idea of getting home after sunset alone. weird feeling. though hey. yeah. its fun once in awhile. nyahahaa.

world cup fever's in the house. ouwhhh yeah. bring it on.! nyahaa. though i hafta undeniably admit, i only look forward to spain's matches. why.? precisely.! Iker Cassilas.! *awws.* my childhood sweetheart.! nyahahahaaa. waddd onli.~

okay. im veryyy sori. but guess wad. its already 0312. and my brains are exhaustively oxygen deprived. nyaahs. thus, i'll leave you with an abrupt ending.

gist of watever happened the rest of the weeks MAY be up [if u even bother to be interested. reali, my life's a mundane. nyaahs.] along wif my beloved taggies replies. hoho. but reali, pardon me. those just haf to wait. im off to dream about iker.! yeah, i've made plans wif him in dreamland. nyahahaa. gila.



*cant think of anything charming here.
3am is soo NOT my hours.
gosh* im so dumb. hee.*

* ur time is up. *

nyaahs.

by far, the most slackiest week i've had this year. as in, not a single revision done.! ohh, dead. kay, 3 weeks left. enuf.? ouwh well, i'll make do. nyahaa.

do i haf to state the obvious.? nyahahaa. kays, yeah. another blissful week.! hee. =)

monday wud prolly be the only hectic day in school. though its definitely wayy more relax than on usual school days. lectures, yada yadaa. and ouwh.! bio tutorial was totally irksome. i've never felt more disgusted/paranoid in class, ever.! her stories, ouwhhh gosh* she depicted it so heartlessly.

"hahaha. look at munirah.! i noe she cannot be doctor already.! so fainthearted.." said MsBio.

yeahhh, my facial expression was that distinct for her to point it out. i was seriously ubberly disgusted, god noes why.~ and hey.! i've decided eons ago, a doctor as a career.? a definite no noo.! i hate hospitals. plus. its not like i can even make it in the first place.! nyahahaa.

and from now on. whatever happens during floorball trgs shall not leave the court. hee.! x)

though did yall noe.? lack-of-communication was seen as my main problem during trgs by dear captain. talking has never been my issue, right.? must be my alter ego again ey. nyahaha. cant help having this inferior feeling in court, somehow. nyaahs.

ouwh yeah.! a fren borrowed my stick later on. sheesh, how dare he scraped the top part.! and its so filthy ready lah. nyahahaa. nvm, forgiven. but im still in desperate need of a new grip.! DEE.! when are we going to fareast.?!? ahhh. hah. x)

tuesday's trip to school was almost redundant. only had PW lecture, which im obligated to come since my cgmates wud expect the lecture notes frm me. and dear MrPW wud kill me if i'd absent myself, intentionally. nyahaa.

went around yishun wif dee later, in search of wadever crappy courses those crappy CCs offered for crappy us to take up as our crappy NYAA skills thingy. nyaahs. once again, a redundant search that got us no where. haiz.~ help, anyone.? hoho.

nonetheless, was a pleasant trip. got dee wad, of cos lah.! nyahahaa. x)

wednesday.? ouwhhs. alot happened. undisclosed family issues. thus, cant make it for fb trgs. sori yall.~ heh.

thurday. ouwh yeah. fasted again.! hee. n yes, i've officially lost track of how much more i need to complete my debts. nyahahaa. it was blissful, of cos. though it did got me relatively sleepy during math tutorial in the lateee evening. i even had to put on a tensed face in an attempt to not doze off. and it worked.!

"okay, go home and rest. you all look more stress than on normal school days.." said MrMath.

awws. he's so sweet, reali. though i wasnt stress.! nyahahaa. i feel bad. tsk.

in a week, i've watched 3 shows. gosh* now u see the extent of my slack-ness.?? nyahaha. X-men 3 was gorgeous. its just sad that hot Scott had to die darn earli. and screw those cinema pple who told us the show was reali reali over. i wanted to stay okay.! nyahahaa. x)

watched Da Vinci Code at 12+am wif dear aimah. bleargh.! she slept halfway thru.! nyahahaa. my trustworthy source was right afterall. its actually boring, but nice for philosophical pple like me. ahah.!

today. watched Scary Movie4.? nyaahs. superrr crap lah that show. wasted my time please. was a total insult to my intelligence.! nyahahahaa. but okay lah. funny, somehow.

so yeah. tat's the story of how i wasted my week. tsk tsk. and i can still blog now.? nyaahs.! ouwh well. some things just cant change. hee. x)

and for the record. i love random questions. why.? cos im always very random. am i making any sense.? no noo, its okay. nyahahaa. gila.


* im glad you asked.
im even glad you answered.
nyahahaa. All Smiles. =) *